Unwell report, number 2
I really don't recommend reading the following post unless you are a close relative, or an intimate friend.
So now I am waiting to hear from my doctor and my health insurance agent.
Looking at my blog and realizing that its depressing.
Trying not to think about the future.
Trying not to imagine dire worst-case scenarios.
Trying to give myself pep-talks. (buck up little camper, its just a minor setback! who needs kidneys? isn't that just a bean? the doctor will give you a nice little pill and it will make everything all better, sure, you might miss a little work, but who needs money, anyways? God will take care of you.)
and failing miserably.