Thursday, March 22, 2007

My Roots are Showing

I kick-boxed today with Eleven (a usual Thursday afternoon happenstance), and in between reminding myself to breath I saw myself in the mirror. It was easier today because I had my glasses on.

It is a rare chance to see my entire body from all angles. I couldn't hide the size of my ass from myself, or overlook the shortness of my legs, or the stockiness of my figure. After I got over the initial shock I started to look familiar in a way that was more exotic than anything else. My image tickled something in my memory. I'd seen that smiling face before, with a green background, in the middle of a big party.



Bruegel people look dorky. The women have round apple-cheeks, pink skin and full rumps. Everyone is rather short. Just like me. There was no denying it, that woman bouncing in the mirror was a Bruegel woman.

I don't think about my German roots very often. My people left after Napolean invaded the Palatine Electorate in 1705. Their long itinerary included England, Ireland, Canada and finally California. They left 150 years after Pieter painted these. My family doesn't speak German anymore and no one has kept in touch. Granted, there was a war, and it has been 300 years. The family stories just mention leaving.



Looking at these images the people seem so close. Maybe I wasn't kick-boxing, maybe I was helping to bring the grain in. Maybe I did just step out of this painting. Maybe I am still in it.

9 comments:

chiefbiscuit said...

I'm a Bruguel woman too.
That song I mentioned in a comment a while back wasn't smile it was LDN whatever that means - bu there are the lyrics - did i mentin that I thought of you when I heard it even tho' it's very English.
Lily Allen song

Anonymous said...

Bruegel women are beautiful. Cranach women too. Go Germany! land of apple cheeks and ample rumps.

Camille said...

Thanks Anony and CB! Bruegel women are beautiful!

Camille said...

Hey Anony! What are you doing Sat night?

Anonymous said...

Nothing that I yet know of. Idea?

anony

Rosa said...

At least you don't look like a Bruegel figure from his 'Garden of Earthly Delights'. I still have trauma from high school art history re: his scenes of hell. Person with scissors up wazoo! Aagh!

Anonymous said...

I think that was Bosch who painted the Earthly Delights, but frightening nonetheless. Looking like a Bruegel woman is preferable to a Giacometti woman!
H-lady

Anonymous said...

You look really good on the beach or in a LBD. Don't mean to sound fresh. Rob

Anonymous said...

Much. Rob

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